SweEt

the 1st day we met..

was

Monday

too..

^_^

i lOve U

so please..

Don't smoke..

Would U.. love me?

Love me?

Pls..

to: ..

to:

Alex,

Billy,

Chaz,

&..

beloved

times passed..

earth changed..

but God's love never gone..

so does mine..

for YOU alone..

是什么？

若…

这不是爱，

那…

有过的，

是什么？

shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii- listen~

Life is fragile..

Love of humans is fragile too..

as the earth continues to move around its orbit..

as humans continue to grow older and older..

as decade and decades continuously passed..

as the world continues to be polluted with hurts and hatred..

there are no pure and true loves found in this world..

a lot of people lose their hope in love..

they choose either not truly loving others anymore..

or playing around with "love"..

One day..

i went to visit my grandpa n grandma's graves..

i told Jesus..

i am really jealous of them..

since young, they were in love..

hand in hand walking all the way together..

and now..

they are happily living together in the heaven..

forever and ever after..

Jesus?

only Him

More often than not

Words can't describe

My feelings for you

Which live deep inside

Feelings that grow stronger

With every beat of my heart

I knew you were the one for me

Right from the very start

There isn't a moment

In the day I can find

Where you face and smile

Don't appear in my mind

I long to be with you

And hold you so tight

To protect you and love you

Everyday and each night

We share something so special

Each and every day

A feeling in our souls

Words alone can't say

when im with you,

eternity is a step away.

my love continues to grow,

each and everyday.

this treasure of love,

i cheris within my soul.

how much i love you,

you'll never really know.

you bring a joy to my heart,

i've never felt before.

with each touch of your hand,

i love you more and more.

whenever we say goodbye,

whenever we apart.

know i hold you dearly,

deep inside my heart.

so these seven words,

i pray you hold true.

"FOREVER AND ALWAYS,

I WILL LOVE YOU."

cHocOlAte

Chocolate is nice and sweet..

It melts in the mouth sometimes in your palm..

When it melts in your mouth..

the sweetness diffuses into your heart..

slowly it melts and is digested by the saliva enzymes..

tenderly swallowed, tenderly entering your stomach..

Bring your stomach with lots of energies and heat..

Chocolate is my favorite..

I used to survive months with only taking chocolate..

Reminded me tht i cant take in any food other than chocolate..

But now..

my stomach seems sensitive to it..

it hurts my stomach everytime i have chocolate..

hOwever..

i still love chocolate..

I still love chocolate..

even though it hurts me much..

nO titLe

Ever since i have met you..

"if"s are always haunting my mind..

If.. , and will it be little wonderful?

if.. , and will it be little sweet?

If.. and if..

However..

more "if"s seem useless..

there is no way to return..

No way to go back to the past..

No way to just stay in dreams..

Life..

Need to move on..

as someone told me so..

Gastric..

thank u for accompanying me..

Ur exist has made my mind clear that..

i need to go on..

even there are wounds deep within me..

i need to go on..

no matter how pain it is..

Hide me

Every human has only 1 heart..

Only 1 life..

Within 1 life,

Every 1 should have only married to 1 person..

And spend their entire life with the only one that they love the most..

I can't remember things well and diaries are my best friends..

that's why..

Memories to me are just like dreams..

No matter how happy or sad it was..

All will be gone once i open my eyes from sleeps..

And.. Maybe that's why..

i'm scared if i will become blind..

Jesus..

I have lost my capability to see clearly..

Lead me, b'cause i'm blind..

physically and mentally..

Hide me..

Jesus..

Hide me now..

the 1 lAst tiMe

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